Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Long long long winding road
This will probably be my shortest post ever. But two plus years feels like a really long time. dang. Feeling discouraged as we've already had two and a half years of wait and heartache. Most of the time I feel positive. But today's hard. I'm hearing announcement after announcement of new pregnancies and I'm feeling very sad. Wondering and sad.
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((Hugs)) Sigh. I so understand this feeling. Two years IS a long time, especially after you've already spent years on your family-building journey. It gets so overwhelming at times. I try not to think about it much, but then again, who am I kidding? It's on my mind every single day. And the pregnancy announcements really don't help. Hang in there, and feel free to send me an email if you want to talk...
I have heard many times that although the wait can be totally unbearable at times, once you get your little ones home, the angst of the past goes away...hang in there, you will be a mommy before you know it (times two!).
So sorry you are sad, waiting is hard...
Thanks, Kelly, Amy, and Liz. I'm feeling loads better now. Every once in a while, though, everything that we've gone through just hits me and it can be overwhelming. Previously there had always been that hope of, "Next Christmas maybe we'll have our baby..." and now it's "Nope. Not next Christmas, nor the Christmas after that. Maybe the following one." So thanks for listening and understanding. :) Means a lot, and I love following all of your blogs and stages.
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